It appears as though I’ve bitten off another one I can’t chew. With the start of NaNoWriMo being yesterday, I just can’t seem to write anything down. My thoughts are all scrambled. It’s like I don’t have an idea worthy enough. Nay. It’s like I’m not worthy enough for my ideas. And I can’t quite seem to grab onto any one of them to even try to tackle this monster project.
I mean I’ve lost in years past quite badly. I’m used to making it to 1,500 words and stopping. I’m used to the first week of awesome and the second week of writer’s block and quitting. But this is writer’s block long before it should be here. There’s a random story idea generator that only seemed to worsen this whole ordeal.
And every time my cat crawls onto my lap is just another welcome excuse to stop what I’m doing and relax.
And then my conscious gets mad at me and yells angrily while pointing a finger. And I am ashamed. I’m even writing a blog and posting to Twitter and Facebook instead of working on my 50,000 words for this month. And though I might still make it to 50,000 words they won’t be in novel format, nor worth anything to anybody anywhere And they’ll be so scattered across the internet that it won’t count. And I don’t think writing about writers block is a very good novel worth anyone’s time, do you?
sauerkraut Said:
on November 5, 2009 at 4:28 pm
Since you seem stuck on having a writer’s block, may I suggest you do your usual vlog since you appear to be more a verbal person than a… person who writes alot?
Oh, and… tiniest stall? You ain’t twittering whilst pee’ing are ya? You’ll have to vlog that and submit it to failblog so’s we can, yanno… make rancorous fun at your expense! bwahahahahahaaa. …
Anna Mannino Said:
on November 5, 2009 at 5:32 pm
haha! I didn’t have a camera on me, or else I would’ve! I’m not sure I can write my entire NaNoWriMo vlog style. And it wouldn’t be very interesting after a while of me just rambling on about nothing and the story not tying together. Remember, editing and rewriting isn’t until December! There’s no telling how I’d do it vlogstyle.