Lost NaNoWriMo Already?
It appears as though I’ve bitten off another one I can’t chew. With the start of NaNoWriMo being yesterday, I just can’t seem to write anything down. My thoughts are all scrambled. It’s like I don’t have an idea worthy enough. Nay. It’s like I’m not worthy enough for my ideas. And I can’t quite seem to grab onto any one of them to even try to tackle this monster project.
I mean I’ve lost in years past quite badly. I’m used to making it to 1,500 words and stopping. I’m used to the first week of awesome and the second week of writer’s block and quitting. But this is writer’s block long before it should be here. There’s a random story idea generator that only seemed to worsen this whole ordeal.
And every time my cat crawls onto my lap is just another welcome excuse to stop what I’m doing and relax.
And then my conscious gets mad at me and yells angrily while pointing a finger. And I am ashamed. I’m even writing a blog and posting to Twitter and Facebook instead of working on my 50,000 words for this month. And though I might still make it to 50,000 words they won’t be in novel format, nor worth anything to anybody anywhere And they’ll be so scattered across the internet that it won’t count. And I don’t think writing about writers block is a very good novel worth anyone’s time, do you?
Song Stuck in Head Vlog / Halloween Rant
Tomorrow is Halloween, and rather than do another post on Spooky, Scary, or Cute and funny, I did a normal everyday type vlog about songs being stuck in my head.
And now I’m going to go on a little Holloweenish type rant.
Why are all these costumes getting smaller and smaller every year? Why does every girl now want to wear a bikini nurse costume? I understand that these things may work for the bedroom, but not to trick or treat in, and not to party in. Seriously. Besides that. Nurses NEVER look that good, or that slutty. Have you even been to a doctors office? They wear scrubs. Which kinda look like pajamas. They don’t even wear those ridiculous hats in most places. Go find yourself a real costume! They even make a sexy Rainbow Brite. You can’t tell me that’s not pushing it!
And what happened to scary stuff? I can’t find it anymore unless it’s ordered online somewhere. Halloween is supposed to be about scaring demons away by making it look like demons are already rampaging the town. And I don’t think any demon is going to be scared away by a bunch of sexy nurses, or sexy Snow Whites, or cute fairies and princesses.
I know the argument is, “well it’s for the children!” Everything is dumbed down for children these days. Kids are too darn sheltered. When will they ever learn how the world really works? I don’t mean you have to tell them demons come every Halloween and we have to scare them off, but let them at least know the actual history of Halloween. Are you going to shelter them from the actual meaning of Christmas, too? I thought not. Kids need to not be lied to. It messes with their heads. That’s why they’re so easy to believe everything they see and hear.
And that’s it. Now I’m done ranting. You can comment on how I’m just a whiny little bitch in the comments now.
The Thing About Me
I don’t hold back.
I don’t jump forward.
I live every moment as my last.
I don’t regret.
I don’t forget.
I am who I feel like being, do what I feel like doing, say what I feel like saying.
I am an unstoppable unmovable force of nature.
If I want something, I work for it.
If I see a need, I fill it.
If I see an outcast, I’m a friend.
If I see a broken heart, I remind them there is hope.
Each day could be our last, why do we live and plan for tomorrows that never come?
I’m in your face now and won’t hold back.
I’m who I want to be and that’s that.
I won’t be who you want, I’ve tried it all.
I’m being me, I’m living tall.
Don’t cut off my wings.
Don’t tie down my hands.
Don’t break my legs.
I need to run, to fly, to feel, to live.
And I do so every day.
Most Common Question in the YouTube Creator Forum: Answered!
I’m not really sure why so many people have a problem with this, but here’s their answer, once and for all.
Bisexuality Causes AIDS in Blacks: False.
Today in the news. They did a scientific study that showed that the majority of bisexual black people had significantly fewer people with AIDS than people who were using drugs (sharing needles)
My first thought? Take that! You stupid homophobes with your main argument being that they caused STD’s. Heroin seems to be the main cause, here.
80% of the Black women who have HIV contracted the disease through heterosexual contact.
High risk factors seem to be poor black men who shoot up on heroin.
This Week: Boss is still sick, BlogTV + photoshoot = ?
So I’ll be on BlogTv alot this week. Mostly because my boss is still sick, and I have nothing better to do when I’m not at work. Though sometime soon I will have a new photoshoot. Maybe I can convince them to stream it live. I’ll probably chicken out before I ask them about it though. Besides, the place we usually shoot at doesn’t really have good wifi service. It takes 30-45 secs just to load a myspace page. But then again, that’s myspace.
Depends on how many people would like to watch my photoshoot I guess. Maybe I’ll just record it and edit it out for YouTube.
Miley Deleted Her Twitter
Oh Noes!!!!!
Ok, first of all I think certain people should delete their twitter. For example:
If you have nothing to say, but you say it anyway,
If you tweet every time you’re on the toilet about being on the toilet
If you tweet about things you don’t want people to know, (Esp if you complain that those people found out)
If you post so many tweets that someone following you can’t read anyone else’s tweets at any given point.
If you post about pimples.
See when I use twitter, It’s quite simple. I use it like I use my facebook status. I change it when there’s something interesting I want to share. Like when I find the exact same costume labeled twice on a Halloween panel except one says “Sexy $Batgirl 49.99, and one says Sexy Batman $59.99″. I wish everyone could see that. I don’t want everyone to see my pimples, so why would I tell when I have them? That’s the point of coverup.
So all of those kids who post whenever they’re bored just to let us know they’re bored. They should leave Twitter and follow Miley’s example.
Second, How is this making headlines? Are we that pressed for news that we’re once again turning to Celebrities and Social Media? That’s just sad. What happened to those people having to deal with natural disasters, have we forgotten about them?
NASA Blows Up the Moon!
And I’m going to try to wake up for it! If I did the time zone conversion correctly, it should be 5:15 EDT. Which means I want to be awake for 5. And I have to wake up a friend of mine too. If I am up that early, I’ll be on BlogTV.com/GoNoAMMo. *Crosses fingers* Meanwhile, I’m tired. And I still need to blow dry my hair.
Here’s the live feed I’ll be watching: http://www.nasa.gov/multimedia/nasatv/index.html
Hope I don’t have work tomorrow. Maybe my boss will call me and tell me she’s sick again. She’s been sick all week, poor thing. But if she’s sick, I can’t go to work (because work is at her house).
Hope to talk to ya’ll soon!
GoNoAMMo- Broadcast your self LIVE
Ok…I didn’t wake up that early. Sorry.
Red Raiders Coach Should’ve Fixed His Coaching, Not the Twitter Posts.
Once again people are being punished for what they’ve said on Twitter. When in fact, what they’ve posted should be used as a turning point to better the coach, and to better the whole team. But because the coach didn’t want to admit he needed change, or needed something new, or wasn’t a good coach as is, he punishes the kids for commenting?
This is retarded. This is in violation of the kids freedom of speech. And if the comments made weren’t true, what difference would they make being on Twitter?
Tell the coach to get over his ego.
How did the coach find out about the Twitter stuff anyway, if he hates technology so much, he shouldn’t be on Twitter checking out what his kids are saying. So he must have a Twitter to follow his kids as he should, but then he should use what they’re saying to better the team. Not kick kids off of twitter for complaining about the parts of the team that suck.
If it sucks, fix it. If it’s false ignore it. I don’t see why anyone should get punished for using Twitter.
